Introduction

I have been on a journey with Neuroendocrine Cancer since around 1999 and have decided to try and document my experiences both physical and spiritual, as a record for myself, but hopefully also as an encouragement to others, who may be facing something similar.

I would like to pay tribute to the many people who have prayed for me (and continue to do so) through my illness – these include members of my own Church, the Home Group I lead, and various others in different places and countries. I feel that I am being carried through all the experiences I have undergone on a cloud of prayer, which has given me great peace and been a source of spiritual growth.

Words cannot express my gratitude to my wife, who has bravely stood by me throughout, lovingly supporting me, being my sounding board and practical adviser and helper in every challenge, always keeping me positive and lifting my spirits. To a very large extent, my journey has also been her journey.

God has been present throughout, and as I look back, I can see his loving interventions in so many situations, and his response to prayer.

Let your gentleness be evident to all. The Lord is near. Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. (Philippians 4:5-6)